It's time for a change.

Trying to deal with a child with Asperger's Syndrome.

Monday, November 28, 2005

Here's some more of the beginning.

This is the end of the beginning. It's 4 pages long now all back story really for the main body of work that is to come. Soon you will learn what lengths hate and vengence can drive a man.


Before he could leave this house of death behind. Stephen would need a few things. He walked up the stairs cautiously. He was perfectly aware that the vampire assassins could still be in the house waiting for him. The upstairs was well lit. He doubted that he would be ambushed. If only he had come home before dusk. He glanced at his watch. It was 4:30 am, almost dawn. He was safe from the vampires for now. Though he was not safe from the human police.
By now all the human police would be in the vampires control. They would have taken over the authorities before they took over any other agency. If he didn’t leave soon he was dead either way. At the top of the stairs was a long hallway that ran the length of the house. On the right side was the twins’ room, then the small upstairs bathroom, and at the end of the hall on the right was Devon’s room. On the left side of the hall was Stephanie’s room and then his and Tanya’s bedroom. It was the master bedroom he was headed for.
He was acutely aware of the smell of blood as he entered the bedroom. Try as he might he couldn’t help but look around for the source of the smell. There was blood all over the room. The mirror had a long smear of blood down it’s surface. The smear closely resembled a hand print. He wondered if this was where his wife had died or had they injured her and taken her to one of the donor stations they had started setting up all over the city. "I don’t have time for this." The sound of his own voice startled him. He had a lot to do and not a lot of time to do it. The back of the closet held a large safe behind a false wall. Quickly he dialed the combination of the safe and opened it.
Inside the safe were the things they thought they might need in an emergency. Almost an entire record of their life was in this safe. Birth certificates, marriage license, and assorted family pictures. All the accumulated clutter of a life that you wouldn’t want lost in a fire. Stephen was only after a few of these precious things. The first thing he grabbed was a large backpack from the closet shelf. Into this bag went the one hundred thousand dollars in cash that he had stocked away over the last three weeks. Hoping he would never need it. On top of this he placed the hand gun he had purchased last week. Then he placed the bag on the floor and grabbed a duffle bag off the same shelf. In this he placed the ammunition he had bought with the gun. The ammunition was specially made. The bullets had been cleaned with holy water before they were completed and then a small cross was scratched on the end and blessed by a priest. He wasn’t taking any chances.
The last thing he packed before leaving the house forever was a family picture that they had taken last month. He could use it to help in his search for the rest of his family. God willing he would find them before something worse happened to them. Stephen closed the safe. He left all the lights on that had been on when he came in. He walked down the stairs and walked over to where the bodies of his youngest children lay. Then and there he made a vow to them. "I will find the blood suckers who did this to you and make them pay." He leaned down and as a single tear slipped down his face he placed a tender kiss on each small cheek. Got up and left the house he had shared shared with his family forever.

Where were his wife and daughter. He had to find them, but he was no use to them dead. First he had to disguise himself. He walked to the bus stop. He had left his car behind. He knew part of their plan. He got rid of his wallet and identification. He could get a new one easily in the time of chaos that would soon come. He needed a new hair color first. Not hard to come by right now but soon it would be. He decided to use peroxide which would be easy to come by soon. He proceeded to the drug store to buy supplies. With that task completed he needed a new name. That would have to wait until they set their plan into action. He had nothing but time. He knew in his heart it was already too late to save his wife and daughter from most of the horror that they would encounter. So, he would wait. The scars he inflicted on himself to change his appearance was the hardest part. He could stay hidden until the wounds healed. The homeless where to be the last to be classified. He took his pocket knife from his jacket pocket and in a dark alley ran it from his hair line to his jaw. Using the things he had purchased at the drug store he bandaged his face and proceeded to dirty himself up and look for a shopping cart to collect his belongings.
He found himself a nice place in the park and proceeded to be a homeless man of no means. This would also make his cash last longer. He needed to wait the initial panic out. Then he could set his plan into motion. They would regret the fact that they had ever decided to come out of hiding. He knew their weaknesses and their strengths. He would learn more as time went by. Then he would make their lives very interesting indeed.


That is the end of the begining I hope you liked it the rest will take place later in time. After the vampire take over. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoy writing it.

Monday, November 21, 2005

This is a little something I started tonight. Tell me what you think.

This is a story I decided to write. Check back next week and maybe I'll have some more done.

Stephen came home to a sight that made his blood curdle. The front door of the house that he shared with his wife and four children was ripped off it’s hinges. There was no sign of life. He cautiously entered the house. There on the living room floor pale and lifeless were the twins. Luke and Louis were the light of their parents lives, and now they were gone. Six year old Devon was laying on the floor next to his brothers. All three of their throats had been ripped out. Though in Devon’s case it seemed that he had been slammed repeatedly against the wall. Knowing Devon he had tried to defend his mother and siblings when the attack came. Of his wife Tanya and his seventeen year old daughter Stephanie there was no sign.
He had known it was dangerous not to arm his family with the knowledge he had gained about the vampire take over. He had been warned any that didn’t cooperate in his office would not be spared when the end came. He had chosen to believe the co-workers that shared his friendship would not betray him and his family. Now he knew he was wrong. Tanya had been warned not to invite anyone in. That means it had to be someone that had been a welcomed guest into his home.
All Stephen could do now was run. They must know he had started speaking up in the office about the up rising. Up to this point the vampires had been content to stay in the background. Now they wanted the power. The take over was well under way. How could he stop them from completing this? The answer was simple he couldn’t. All he could do now was go underground and try to find out if his wife and daughter were still alive.

This is just the first bit.

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Saturday, November 19, 2005

Human for sale.

These people have to be wrong. My lippy 11 year old is worth more than I am. So is my skeevy ex. How can that be? I am the most delightful of the three of us. My ex is butt ugly though he can sell ice to eskimos. Still I don't think abusive bastards should sell for almost 2 million. Especially not skeevy, abusive , nonbathing, nontoothbrushing, pot head smoking ex's.

As for the eleven year old. He's not even useful yet. He doesn't do his chores or clean up or anything. The seven year old can lift more than him, and he's half his size. Yeah so there male. That does not an excellent human make. Not just on that alone. Who cares about penis size? Mid range is best. Too big and you get ripped in two and are sore for days afterward. To small and you have to learn to fake it.

Men this is for you. If you have talented hands and mouthes. We really don't care about the size of your package. We can buy ourselves a penis in the size we prefere. Hell now we can even buy a plastic man with interchangable parts. Yeah they're a little more work than the real thing, but plastic man will never piss on the toilet seat and leave it for you to sit in.

So think it over. Men are not irriplacable. I fell into that trap once. They are nice to have around. They save you a lot of work. They smell good. Though there are a few who don't deserve the time of day.

Ok, I'm babbling now. Lack of sleep and all. Maybe more later.

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Sunday, November 13, 2005

More shit happens

Today sucked ass royally. My darling Zevon says I should talk to nicemanagment. Let her know about the harassment. Today she followed the customers I bagged for and asked them if I thanked them by name. She also asked the checkers I bagged for. I worked a 5 hour shift today. The only thing wrong with that is when I had worked about an hour and a half I was told I had to take an hour lunch. So, I got paid for 4 hours. I was not scheduled for a lunch. The person in charge of the front of the store today tried to talk mega bitch out of it. The original way she had it planned was I get there at 2:30 and go to lunch at 3:30. She managed to get her to move it to 4:00. I don't know if she can do this. If she had asked I would have gone home early or even taken a half hour lunch. The point is I got screwed. The person who was in charge of the front warned me at about 3:00 that mega bitch was out to get me today. It's like she has made me and another courtesy clerk her pet projects. I don't know what to do. I guess I'll just wait and see. Maybe more tomarrow.

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Saturday, November 12, 2005

Shit happens

Today a security gaurd was harrassing an employee. Telling her about how body heat would keep her warm and there was a little area in the back of floral. He was very creepy. She told one of the managers.

Yesterday and the day before I was in the office again. Yes, obviously my customer service skills suck ass. I don't say hi to people's asses. I'm sorry. That just seems disgusting to me. Me and another courtesy clerk spent yesterday alternating between her and I getting called into the office. Mega bitch was following us around. I find this very harassing. I'm applying for other jobs around town. I know I'm probably the only one left who filed the assault complaint against her. Two of them that I know of got other jobs or quit. I don't know. I guess shit happens.

I have to go to a meeting and watch the Hottie in charge for 5 hours monday night. I could think of worse ways to spend 5 hours getting paid. That means I only work 2 days with mega bitch this week. (Does the little happy dance.) I've been told I should complain. I think that would just make it worse. I was told that the hours and job was for people who could play the service game and win. Not in those exact words, but close enough. She makes me very nervous.

Hopefully something will come up soon.

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

Here's a tounge twister about my day.

How much shit could a shit hole shit if a shit hole could shit shit?

I had a sucky assed day. I don't see tomarrow looking up.

I found out that I accidentally wrote my rent check for $10 too little. My rent was $10 less two months ago. Now I'm probably going to have to pay a $50 fee for a $10 mistake.

This is just another example of how my week has been going.

Ok, thats definately it for today.

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Sunday, November 06, 2005

So here they are the evil minions of Satan








It's school picture time again. So here are my evil minions you've all heard so much about. The one in white is my big pain in the ass. Lets hear it for Big C, and yes they wanted to fix thier own hair for pictures. Of course I let them. The one in the dark shirt looking all stoned is the littlest minion Little C. Ain't he just so precious.




Of course not knowing what the hell I'm doing the smallest most destructive one gets put on here first little Smokey sitting on daddy's lap. You can also see the wanton destruction caused by the smallest member of our family. His favorite pass time is pulling trash out of garbage bags and trash cans and playing with it. His other favorite thing to do is play with my dirty sock. Though when he's done he always puts them in the nearest laundry basket. He really doesn't care if it has clean or dirty clothes in it. I'll be home later today. Maybe I'll ramble more later when the boys get home.

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Friday, November 04, 2005

I'm outa here.

Just for the weekend if my stupid assed ex comes and pick up the kids before midnight. I just wanna go and snuggle with my honey. Even though I have to work tomarrow and maybe sunday. OK I'll miss ya all this weekend. If any of you show up. I'm working on a few ideas for posts on here. I have a drug stealing drooling cat. He's running across the floor with a pill bottle in his mouth. He'll stop and drop it and drool all over himself pick it back up and run some more. The little freak. The boys are all healthy now. I'm getting there. So, I'll see ya all on monday, or maybe later tonight if dumb ass doesn't show.

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Thursday, November 03, 2005

It's official.

1. I'm sick. Really I have a doctors note and his home number and everything. Does he know what's wrong with me? Not really.

2. I win I'm on more meds. in one day than most people. Let me make a list for you.

a. prenisone one 50 mg/ day
b. sudifed two every 6 hours
c. benzonatate one evert 6 hours
d. albuterol inhaler 3 to 8 puffs every 3 hours
e. tylenol 8 pills/ day
f. ibuprofen 12 pills/ day

I also have a future fill prescription for an antibiotic. That one I would take 3 times a day. I took all but the ibuprofen and believe me I'm twitchin like a kitten.

Lets see my symptoms are cough followed by shortness of breath. That's what the first 4 meds are for. E and F are for the pain in my chest and back from the strained muscles from coughing.
The doctor hopes that all this will bring my body temprature back to normal. It was only 96.8 when I was there. I have been freezing for the last 3 days. He says the cold virus has screwed up my body's thermestat. I just hope this twitching stops soon. I'm off work today and tomarrow. I just hope I can get caught up on some sleep. Well, that's enough rambling for now.

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Tuesday, November 01, 2005

candy time

I got lots candy. Enough candy to feed a small army. NO YOU CAN'T HAVE ANY!!!! It's mine mine all mine. I'll share with the children because you've gotta pay the help, but other than that it's mine.

I had to buy carmel apple pops. They didn't get any this year.

What is with people who save their dinner mints from resteraunts all year and then hand them out at Halloween? Little C got at least 6 after dinner mints in the little thank you wrapper. That is just cheap and wrong. Another lady was handing out religous pamphlets. Still yet another was giving out pencils. People it's all about the chocolate not the religous segnificants. By the way Halloween so a christian holiday adopted from the druids. So, stop saying it's a satanic holliday. So, Fuck you very much. Dumbassed non celibrators. I did Baby Bear up as a wonderful dead person.

She is kind of dark complected so I used my face powder on her. I'm almost as pale as the dead most days. Then I used dark brown eye shadow around her eyes to make them look sunk in. Then I took blue, green, and teal eye shadow and made her look like she was slightly moldy. Anybody for a little decomp. If I had smeared her over with vasaline she would have looked like the crime victim from CSI that was shoved in Ms. Pac Man in one episode. She even looked like she had ate someone. I put red lip liner on her teeth, and smeared it under her ears. Then I put it one her chin and took the back of my hand and smeared it sideways up her cheek like she had wiped her mouth with her hand. She could have had better injuries. At school that yesterday they were doing theater make up. People were walking around with cd's in their heads.

I'm still sick and I think I'm a little worse for having taken little C out last night. Halloween only comes once a year. So, I think I've rambled on long enough.

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