4:20 means different things to different people

To me as of tomarrow at 4:20 it will mean the day a financial planner put me on a budget. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

I have not been on a budget since I got my job at UGH. Some would say this is a good thing. I am one of the few who feel it's not. I lived with my husband for almost 9 years in that time I got maybe 2 new outfits that weren't my mother's first(or god forbid his mothers). I had to sew my underware back together on an embroidry hoop so he could have the latest video game, movie, or game system. I had nothing. So, when he left and I got the tax money that first year I went hog wild I got me a ps2, and lots of new clothes.

Now fast forward 2 years later. I am pretty much broke all the time and I am in debt up to my eyeballs. Mainly because of all those years I was married I only worked for 4 years. So, therefore we had credit cards he used only in my name, Loans in both of our names, and a few debts in his name. Did I also fail to mention my ll,000 in student loan debt. Yes, so now I must divorce the evil dictator, and try to make a new life for myself. With EEEEEEEWWWWWWWW a budget the thought is just so distastful to me. It just reeks of all the crap I put up with trying to juggle money for bills for all those years.

Well, I think that's enough bitching and moaning for one night. So, goodnight all.