I'm here at home sick as a dog.

Hello all. I am home for now. I may be gone tomarrow. I was up sick all night. Now I must try to find food that doesn't make me sick. I have to work on both new years eve and day. I might go stay the night with my honey. Or he might come here. I don't know. Well, I'm done now. Not much going on and my stomach hurts.

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Was I bad? Hell no I was good bitch.

Christmas was cool I guess. I got a book from my mom, and a hat that doesn't fit from my sister. I got a game from the gift excange at work.

I'm good. Shit happens. Havn't been home. So, I havn't been writing this week. The vamp. story is on my computer.

Gotta go now.

Love ya all.

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The problem with writing.

This is the problem with writing as I see it. I write like I think, and if you know me, it's a big mixed up mess that makes no sense most of the time. If you could see past the jumble there is a good story. The problem is I need a good editor to pick it out. That's the trouble I'm running into with my story. It would sound good if I could get it into some kind of order without over editing it. When I do that I change the whole story. That' s a bad thing. Besides the fact that I can' t spell and have to use spell check constently. I also have very bad grammar and punctuation problems. I also broke the finger nail on my right index finger down below the blood line. That's what I call it. It's the point where the finger bleeds when the nail breaks. So, I have this huge bandaid and that makes typing a bitch. I can't feel when I hit the keys and the band aid makes the finger like almost twice it's size. Eventually I may get another section done.

My next post will be from my man's place. He has pictures of the kitty in a santa hat and jingle bell scarf collar. I will see if I can get them to post from there.

We had a pot luck/ gift exchange at work today. I made chocolate brownies with chocolate cream cheese frosting and then I spelt Merry X- mas in marshmellows on top. Writing in mini marshmellows is a real bitch and I seriously doubt that I will ever do that again. Even though it was a big hit and everyone liked it. I got a 20 questions hand held game that looks like a ball. It asks you questions and tries to guess what you are thinking. The kids played with it for 10 min. and were bored with it. Not much happening around here besides that. Maybe more tomarrow or Christmas.

Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas to everyone. God bless you and all your friends and family in this holiday season. Love ya ( you know who you are if you don't tough)

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Stupid assed mother fucking man.

First off there is a chapter 1 to the vamp story it's just in my head and not on paper yet.

Next the title of this post. My ex called today and tells me he can't pick up the kids until Christmas Eve. So far I'm trying to be optomistic and think of all the reasons them leaving for Christmas is good. Here's the list.

1. day off, get to sleep in
2. get until january 1 to do christmas crap
3. did I mention sleep
4. I get to spend time alone with other adults
5. did I mention sleep
6. sleep
7. sleep
8. sleep
9. sex
10. sleep

Yes I know I put sleep on there a whole lot of times, but I'm soooo......tired that I feel like I havn't slept in a month. At least.


He was suposed to pick the kids up on the 23rd. Then I would have gotten one more night to snuggle and sleep warm and cozy in my honey's bed.

I think that' s all for tonight.

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The Nutcracker

Today I got to see a second grade class production of the Nutcracker. It took about 20 min. after the crying stopped. Some kids dad was late and he was very upset. He did show up. Little C was cute. Pictures will come later. When I can get up to Zevon's house. Cable internet is easier to post pics with.

Little C was a mouse(rat) and a Russian dancer. There where hoola hoop snowflakes that fell apart when danced with. Lopsidded circle dancing was interesting. Do you know how hard it is not to laugh when children are trying sooo hard and just not getting it right? It was very cute. Little C's toy soldier should have dropped 4 or 5 times in the mouse vs. soldier battle. The soldier was battling a sword with a finger. Several direct hits were taken.

This was an interesting event. Only one more concert left to go. Thursday is the grade school's winter program. Well, now I must go kill the cat. He is up on the kitchen counter again and must die. That's it for right now. More vamp. story maybe tomarrow.

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Sorry all.

Sorry I havn't been writing a lot lately. My mouth has been hurting almost constently, and I think I have a sinus infection.

I have also been very busy. UGH has been laying off lots of people today. I'm just glad layoff's go from last person hired on up. I already had my hours taken this week by someone higher up on the food chain than I am. After a half an hour of trying to figure out who's hours I could poach. I decided to take a weeks vacation instead. I'm pretty sure I won't be laid off being as there are only 4 other courtesy clearks above me and one of those don't really count.

Big Cheif Ihavumnoballs set aside two hours today to lay people off. He even called people into work to lay them off. That really sucks ass.

I'm so tired. Maybe I'll write some more this week. I just don't know. Life may get in the way.

Tuesday I have to go see a second grade production of the Nutcracker. Then Thursday it's christmas carol time at the school.

I think that's all I'm up to for right now if not for the whole day.

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