It's time for a change.

Trying to deal with a child with Asperger's Syndrome.

Sunday, January 29, 2006

The wind is howling dumbass put your cart where it belongs.

I submit for your enjoyment my day. First I get to work and it's raining. Ok it's washington it rains. Then the wind starts blowing. I have to get carts in the parking lot. Which on a normal day is a lot of work, but today we have mega weather. Strong gusting winds and cold driving rain. Of course every dumbass and their cousin is shopping at UGH. They can not be bothered to put their carts in the cart returns. So, I end up chasing shopping carts into the street. We have a post office a block from our store. I ended up going half way to the post office to get the carts back. People think about it. If you walk maybe 6 feet and put your cart away you save someone a lot of time and effort. I am in no way your bitch. A bitch yes, but not yours. The wind was blowing so hard at one point it almost knocked my rather segnificantly large ass down. I can't imagine the hard time the little 95 pound courtesy clerk had. The wind at one point ripped 4 carts right out of my hands and broke one of my fingernails. This is not the best part.

A closing shift at UGH lasts until midnight. I haven't been posting much lately because I had to work the closing or last before closing shift last week. I was told that the closer wasn't coming in at 5 o' clock. I was off at 8. That's three hours to do a large amount of work. I got some done some not. When I left I looked out the window of my mans truck as we left the parking lot and three more carts were blowing out into the street. That was my day. I need a nice hot shower and bed. I have to be back to work at 6 am tomarrow. Good night all.

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Friday, January 27, 2006

Shit happens..

Shit happens. That's all.

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Thursday, January 26, 2006

Bad bad evil.

The mindless corporations of America suck ass. The PUD "electric company" say that I am part owner of the company, and yet if I'm late on my bill they'll shut my ass off just as fast as anyone else.

I don't know about anyone else but life is really sucking ass right now. I just saw the scariest thing ever. Madame D's ex in a studio portarait in his work clothes.

As soon as I can get up to my man's house I will post my Chippendale pic. I look like shit, but those men look oh so tasty.

That's it for now.

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Monday, January 23, 2006

Here's my 7 deadly sin rating.

Greed:Medium
Gluttony:Medium
Wrath:High
Sloth:Very High
Envy:High
Lust:Medium
Pride:Medium

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

Sunday, January 22, 2006

We're better than you are??

You notice that was a question. The Seahawks won and are now in the Superbowl. This is the first time ever. I am still in shock. Since some at UGH call them the Seachokes. Since it seems like they start off really good and then they choke. Well we hope they don't choke in the Superbowl or someone will have to form a linchin' party.

No, I don't like football. I just wanted to rub it in. I'm like that you know.

Tonight I embarrassed a young man. He was wearing a King of the Hill shirt and I asked him if he was a Hank Hill wanna be. He said he was more like Bill Doughtree. And I said, "So you just sit in your house and cry all day." He turned beet red and left the store. I couldn't resist it was just to big of an opening.

Well, that's all for now.

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Happy Birthday to Little C

Hey all. Little C is doing much better his ankle has stopped pussing up and it's just a little red now. It's still a little raw looking but that's to be expected.

We had his eighth birthday party here today. He actually turned 8 yesterday, but I had to work so we celebrated today. I think we made an extra effort this year because we didn't know how the rest of this year was going to turn out for him. We spent a lot at the dollar store for decorations and then we bought him more presents. He had a good time and was happy.

Madame D is here and staying the night. It was a nice party. A little noisy and some things sucked ass. But overall it was fun. I just hope I can afford to do something like this for Big C's 12th birthday. Well, that's all for tonight.

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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Little C needs a plastic bubble to live in.

This time the boy has a really bad infection on his ankle. This is what happens when a cat scratches an inflamed spider bite. First off the boy scratches the bites. Well, duh they itch. Then he goes and wrestles with the little Smokey and he scratches the bug bite. Now the boy is on antibiotics. The doctor has him on 1 and three quarter teaspoons of cephalexin three times a day for ten days. If that doesn't work then they will culture the bacteria in the infected bite and possibly put him in the hospital for i.v. antibiotics. So, this is the same child that has to take 4 prescriptions a day everyday for his asthma and seizures. I'm so tired of him also picking up every bug that comes into the school. I'm all for locking him in a plastic bubble. I've had enough stress due to illness. I'm so tired all the time that eventully I'll get sick again. Well that's really all for tonight.

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Here's some more of chapter 1. Bring on the sex.

Hey all here is another installment of It's a Vampire World. I love books where the sex starts off early so if you can't take the heat get out of the bedroom. I don't know if the sex part is anygood it's the first sex scene I've written in years. So, here it is:



The few rebellious humans in this town were instantly killed. The population of this town was cut once again by the execution of all registered sex offenders. There was an unusually high concentration of these. This town was additionally cleansed when the vampires brought in a vampire whose special ability was that she could read minds. She was one of the few rebels that had ever been brought over. Her name was Tanya Devall. She was watched at all times. Her ability had been minor before the change. Hatred of what they had made her allowed her some freedom. The fact that they had killed three of her children before they realized she held a power that could be useful fueled her hatred. What kept her in check was the fact that they had her only remaining child held in another city. Stephanie was still human and there for could still be killed. She did shelter a few precious rebels and turned over a few loyalists for execution. Tanya was guarded at all times but in Longview when the culling was done she could live with her daughter. They would be guarded at all times but they could be together.
Being as Tanya was only one of three vampires in existence that could read minds she was always traveling, but she had always loved to have a home. In this small southwest Washington town she could have a home and her child. The culling was done in a mater of days with Tanya there. Every resident was brought into have an audience with her. The registered sex offenders were brought in and she confirmed their crimes and they were taken away for execution. Of those only three were wrongly convicted or wrongly classified. One was the case of a 14 year old girl and a 18 year old boy. The girl had lied about her age. The other two were wrongly convicted rapists. There were almost two hundred that hadn’t been caught. They were also taken away and executed. She also sent the evil to the executioner. The rebels had to be thinned, but not eliminated. In all the culling she saw a ghost.
They brought Stephen before her. She couldn’t believe it he was alive. He had scars she had never seen before. He was listed as a breeder migrant named Steve Devon. He couldn’t be a breeder. He had a vasectomy after the twins had been born. He looked at her and the shock registered on his face. He had thought her dead too. She sent him a silent message. "Don’t let on and I’ll protect you. Stephanie is alive and will be in town soon. I Love you." She hoped it worked the only other it had worked with was Stephanie. He blinked and then she heard in her own head. "How? Why? What can I do to save her? Is this why they tried to recruit us?" She only had one reply for him. "I don’t know." She sent him one more thing. "Wait and I will send for you." She proclaimed this one is a fine addition to our little city and to my bed. Prepare him for me.
Stephen was taken away to the mistresses house. They had never seen Tanya take a human lover. All the other vampires had taken human lovers. This was a first for her. They all believed that she had finally accepted her existence. Maybe they could trust her a little more. She would be more cheerful if she could take fresh blood once in a while and have sex. They all thought that would make her a little less uptight.
That night they brought Stephen to her. He had been cleaned up and shaved. She touched his face and he cringed away from her. She instantly thought "don’t speak think." "How could you let them do this to you." She replied, " I didn’t have a choice." "Where is Stephanie I have to get her safe?" To this she sent back. "As long as I cooperate she is safe." A silent tear slipped down her cheek. He sent her the one question next that sent wracking sobs through her body. "Did the boys get a proper burial?" Her only reply to that was, "Yes." With that he took her in his arms and kissed her. To the vampires watching it looked as if his scared beauty had broken through her guilt over her husband and children’s death. The thought conversation was never heard or suspected. The other vampires did not know that this ability existed. Of all the vampires there had ever been only Tanya and the one’s that she loved could speak to each other using only their minds.
Stephen kissed her teasingly then deeper. He ran his tongue slowly up to tease her earlobe. Tanya moaned against his ear. She had already fed so she did not feel the need to take blood from him. This excited him all the more. He trailed his kisses down her neck. Lingering for a moment at the junction of her neck and shoulder. His hand found the hard peak of her nipple. He slowly unbelted her robe and allowed it to fall to the floor. Then his mouth replaced his hand at her breast. Tanya could feel him hard and ready against her belly as he kissed her. She had missed this.
He teased the tiny bud with his tongue and teeth. She moaned and that was almost his undoing. He realized he must slow down and make this last. Three years is a long time not to see the woman you loved. He trailed his kisses down her ribs pausing at her navel to dip his tongue briefly. Before continuing down to the center of her womanhood. He leaned her back on the bed. Then eased her long sexy legs apart. It had been so long since he had tasted her. She shuddered as he ran his mouth up the arch of her foot. He took his time kissing the backs of her knees. Working his way up to her thigh. Her moans of pleasure driving in further up those luxurious legs. He found the core of her womanhood hot and wet beneath his tongue. He drank in her scent and basked in her pleasure. He teased the tiny bud with his mouth and teeth as she writhed under him.
She couldn’t take it anymore she took his head in her hands as her hips bucked against his mouth. Being careful not to hurt him she pulled him up to kiss him. The taste of her on his lips excited her all the more. She felt the tip of his quivering member enter her. He entered her slowly and then sped up to a fevered pitch. He controlled himself as best he could. As her body gripped him in the hot wet sheath that was her body. He felt her release and his came shortly after. It was the best time they could remember. He wondered how long could this go on before the reality of what she had become took away the joy of their reunion.
He held her until just before dawn. At that time she asked him to go and pick out any room in the house for his daytime retreat. She told him of what he would see if he stayed until dawn and then he laid a gentle kiss on her brow and left to find his own rest.
With the coming of the dawn all vampires die. They look like the corpses they are. The longer dead the more mummy like they look. If a vampire cared for their human lovers they never allowed them to stay until the dawn. Some of the vampires that had ended up having to kill their lovers rather than see the look of horror on their faces every time they touched them. The human that could handle that sight was rare. Some that witnessed it went insane. There were always human servants that brought the blood at dusk so that their masters could regenerate. These were special people. Mostly archeologists and human doctors the ones most likely to be able to deal with the sight of a corpse.

I hope that was steamy enough for all of you. That's all I've got for now. I had two more chapters written and then the cat rolled over the keyboard of the computer and they were gone. This is all new. As I can never write the same thing as was in the original. It's like once it's out it's gone and my head is all empty until the next time it fills up again. It filled up this morning not quite as full as last time but now it's empty again. It's only 12 pages at this point. Hopefully soon it will expand quickly again. That's all for now. I feel drained. Time to have meat loaf, mashed potatos, and rolls. Good night all.

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

Not all it was cracked up to be.

I went to see Chippendale yesterday. It was cool. Way too crowded with drunken bitches.

Before we went to the show we were looking at the ad. picture in the elevator and saw this blond guy. He was cute. Then we went back to the room to take our luggage up. Then we went to the casino. When we were walking down the hall this blond was holding the elevator for us. He asked us if we needed the elevator and we told him yes and then we realized that he was the guy in the ad. picture. How embaressed were we. We actually had to think for a minute before we told him we needed the elevator.

An hour or so later we were going back to the room for something. We got on the elevator and this cute guy followed us on. We stood there staring at him and forgot to push the button so he pushed the button. Later at the show we saw him on stage. That's it we are not riding in the elevator at a chippendale show without a game plan ever again.

We got our pictures taken with them. The blond took the pictures. We tipped him $4 when we paid for the picture and thanked him for holding the elevator. He remembered us. The other one when my friend got his autograph. He looked at us, and I said we were the ones who forgot to push the button in the elevator. He looked at us again and said "Oh yeah."

All in all it was a good weekend. We didn't see any ass, but those drunk bitches would have torn them apart if they stripped down any more. Lots of drunks and not a lot of security.

We drank, ate, watched men in tight spandex hot pants shake their asses, and gambled a little. We watched some movies in the room and went to sleep. I just got home. I need a nap. Night night.

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Friday, January 13, 2006

Childless and Hoping to be going to Chippendale.

The kids are gone. They are staying with my darling Zevon took them for the weekend. If the roads are clear we will go see the young men shake their asses just for us. If not I still get to see a movie and have dinner. Then I will get drunk anyway. I already have enough alcohol here to do the trick.

This could be a nice weekend if the weather doesn't ruin it.

The kids are going to be at my mans until monday. No school monday. I have to work at 8 am.

That's all for now must go look at other people's blogs.

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

When is it P.C. enough?

Let's see how many people I can piss off with this post. I'm tired of being Politically Correct all the time. When is enough enough. I think I'm tired of being called a caucasian female. I want to know exactly where Cauc is because I know where asia is and I'm not from there. I think I want to be a penis challenged american. Which everybody knows is better than a non penis challenged american. Frankly if you lined up people's entire linage it would go something like this:

I'm a german, french, english, dutch, native, weight, penis, vertically challenged american. Now imagine writing that every time you filled out any kind of application or censes. It's getting rediculous people. This has all gone too far.

Why can' t we all just be americans?

There is a line in a Stephen King book. It's from It. An african american man is talking to a logger. The logger tells him he looks like a white man with dark skin. The point being this is all a bunch of bull shit. If I have to call you by a title I want one too. I do believe the one above will do nicely. I'm sure there are a few countries I've left out, and for that I'm sorry I couldn't be more specific. I hope this didn't piss you off too much.

You know race, creed, and religion titles usually change with the generation. Choose one and stick to it people. Don't change it just because you found out more than a hundred years ago it ment a bad thing. Because us poor german, french, english, dutch, native, weight, penis, vertically challenged americans getting tired. You know our poor brains arn't that big. That's all for now. You all know you can thank an email for causing todays rant.

I am truly sorry if I offended anyone. But why shouldn't I be allowed a pc title too.

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Sunday, January 08, 2006

More story for you.

Here's another installment of what I'm thinking of calling " It's a vampire world."



Chapter 1
The fall of mankind.

In the three years since Stephen had left his home. Life in the world had vastly changed and not for the better. In the beginning, just after he ran, things started happening quickly. The takeover happened in every city and town in the world on December 31, 2005 through January 1, 2006. The one night of the year where people were most likely to be out after the dark in a public place. There for avoiding the having to be invited in thing. It wasn’t a slow or gradual thing. That had been going on for the last two years. They had already subverted the army of every nation in the world. Every public service office had a human servant in it. The local police departments were in the vampires pockets. The good cops and their families were eliminated in a variety of accidents that were never investigated.
Small pockets of resistance groups sprung up, and were quickly put down. The Romanian Resistance Movement lasted the longest. They held out for six months. Eventually they too were infiltrated and betrayed by one of their own for the promise of eternal life. The problem is that traitors never realize that the ones they betray their friends to won’t trust them. Everyone knows if you’ll sell out your own friends, you’ll sell out anyone. Traitors there for were sent to a donation center or killed outright along with their entire family. No one can be left to seek revenge. There are still rumors circulating to this day that a few brave souls escaped and are even now plotting revenge on the vampire enemies.
When the human herd had been significantly thinned. Then the real work of sorting began. Humans were to be sorted into a few very significant groups. The first and most important was the breeder group. Breeders are the ones even to this day that the vampires will defend with their lives. The breeders insure the vamp. food supply. As long as you have a good population of breeders the other groups can be replaced. All the groups are micro chipped much like pets have been. Breeder chips contain the breeder’s name, sex, designation, and special skills or attributes. It also contains the number of children that have been sired or bred by the individual. Breeders are given the best food and the best medical attention. They also get the best living locations in the cities. Their living accommodations are second only to the vampires themselves.
Breeders that give birth to or sire twins are given even better treatment than normal breeders. The vampires are nothing if not envious of breeders in their ability to have children. Not to say that the vampires don’t have the most vicious sexual appetites. The just can not procreate in the same way that they could when they were human. Twins are so important in that one can be made into a vampire and the other can be bred with another identical twin. The vampire set then raise any children of the union as their own.
The second group to be sorted was the humans to be sent to the donation centers. Since vampires can only get high or become intoxicated through blood. Several humans were kept addicted to several different drugs. This being the case donors are promptly sterilized upon being assigned as a donor. They usually don’t mind this though. They are given food that they like. They are only forced to donate through the an I. V., and then only at levels that they would in a blood bank in the time before the takeover. The worse thing that could happen to you was if you became pregnant before the sterilization. If it happened before designation it wasn’t a crime, but if it happened after it was crime punishable by death. The child could then be raised by a vampire couple and the donor mother and sire were both executed by feeding. This was witnessed on video screens by the entire donor population of the world.
It was widely believed that the vampire doctors occasionally botched a sterilization on purpose. This was actually the case. The non-sterilized couple were often bunked in the same wing of the donor center. There for increasing the odds of an illegal pregnancy. The public feeding vampire being chosen by lottery. The tickets for the lottery were expensive. It is an excellent source of revenue. The city also gets to collect a fee from the vampire couple that adopt the child. Under any other circumstance it is illegal to hunt or kill a human except in self defense. Being creatures of great strength there are rarely any self defense killings. Killing or being caught hunting a human are punishable by death. Except in the case of vampire police hunting renegade humans. The sentence is being bound to a stake with specially reenforced chains, and being left out to wait for the rising sun. This is why the lottery happening fairly regularly is a good thing. The lottery is also held for rebels, a rebel is any human who willfully disobeys a justifiably vampire order.
The next group to be sorted is the children. Children are not chipped until their sixteenth birthday. Then they are sorted into the group that they will live with for the rest of their natural lives. It is a crime punishable by disembowelment and being staked out for the sun for a vampire to harm a child in any way. The only exception to this rule is an imperfect child. One that is born or develops a major injury or illness. In such cases the child’s life is mercifully terminated. This is an assurance that the world human population will not rise too high.
The last group to be sorted are the outlaws. There are always punished when caught no mater what group they belong to. There are even vampire outlaws that are frequently punished. Death is the only punishment that exists in this bleak future. In order for humanity to survive they have developed a go along to get along attitude. For the most part this works well. Sometimes as in the case of Stephen it doesn’t. This brave new world has lots of different people and creatures in it. All sorted out into neat little categories.
The initial takeover took approximately nine hours from December 31, 2005 to January 1,2006. From sunset when the humans were first going out to celebrate New Year’s Eve until just before sunrise on New Year’s Day. The vampires struck in a manner that was unusual for them. They fed, purged, and fed again. The population of the world had to be reduced to a controllable level. Millions of men, women, and children died that night. The few that had stayed home had no idea what had happened until the next morning when some entire towns were empty. The aftermath of the rounding up the others with promises of food and a better living situation took care of the rest. Individuals that had lost their entire families were promptly killed as and example to the others of what would happen if they resisted. In the end the world’s human population was less than one third of what it had been and only two thousand more vampires were created that night.
The new vampires were all very beautiful people in life. Mostly lover’s of vampires that had brought them over. A few were seen as perfect and spared to be perfect forever. Of these none was sadder than the only vampire child to be created. He was six years old and the victim of a vampire that thought it was funny to have an eternal child to use for his own sick pleasure. When it was discovered the poor child vampire was quickly put out of his misery, and the vampire that created him was destroyed. The cruelty of the vampire race is legendary. Though nothing is ever said about their sense of justice. This vampire was a vicious pedofile. His death served as an example to all that in this new society that kind of behavior would not be tolerated. The vampire was first shot repeatedly. The point being not to kill him, but to cause him pain. Then he was castrated, disemboweled, and scalped. Then allowed to regenerate and went through it all over again. His punishment lasted for thirty days and then he was staked out for the sunrise.
Things had not all been bad. The punishments fit the crime. Sometimes not, but no society is perfect. The small town of Longview, WA fell even before the great killing. It was there for spared the worst of the death and destruction. The mayor Paul Hanou having brokered a deal with the vampires from the start to save as many as possible. Very little changed in this small town. Life went on people reported to be sorted and chipped. Welfare payments stopped as all humans were given all they needed and most of what they wanted in return for using their special skills.
The town still underwent it’s own wave of death. The meth problem in this city was getting out of control. Therefore the vampires rounded up and executed seventy-five percent of the meth addicts in the city. Then the humans voluntarily reported to be sorted. Longview remained one of the few cities in the world that remained in control of a few vampires and a largely human panel of advisors. People still went to work it was just different jobs. Donors in Longview were allowed to live with their families. They were still sterilized and everyone was still chipped.


That's what I've got so far.

Hope you like it. After chapter 3 I will not post anymore of the story. I'm planning on having the whole thing edited and sent off to try to get it published. Maybe. At least then I can say I wrote a book. And if it does get published and sells even one copy I can say, "I had a book published what the hell have you done," You know when people act like I'm just a courtesy clerk in a grocery store. I'm writing about a small shit hole town. With in driving distance of Portland, OR and Seatle, WA. I figured the setting would be good. That's all for now. I think I might write later after my cleaning spree.

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Cleaning, cleaning, and more cleaning.

It's a cleaning day. I awoke this morning to the smell of litter box and preteen boy feet. Not a good smell. At least the litter box didn't hit me until I opened the bedroom door. The feet smell was because Big C left his shoes in my room again. It was cold last night so I turned the heat in the bedroom up. Of course I didn't notice that his shoes were next to the heater. They are now safely out of my room.

Soon dishes will need to be done. They are cleaning their room and then the box gets cleaned. Then the whole of the bathroom. The shower, the toilet, and the sink and floor. I shudder at the thought of cleaning the bathroom. My living room smells like cheap wet catfood. I bought the big can for 35 cents. He's ate almost all of it last night. Yes I want a fat cat. Then maybe his fat ass can't run fast enough to beat me into the bedroom before I close the door and lock his ass out.

Ok, as you can see. Nothing much going on.

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Saturday, January 07, 2006

Hey all

Hello everyone. Not much going on here. Kids and cat are evil. Stubbed my toe. Nothing exciting. Boredom sucks ass. Madame D went home this morning. I went to work and watched Big Cheif Ihavumnoballs grow a pair and 86 some crazy chick.

She kept saying the store was cold. This is the same woman that comes in every two months and asks everyone what is the best kind of meat when you havn't eaten in a month. She always buys the same kind of steak. Well, today she decides to make a scene at the checkout. The checker at the time is the store manager. She starts with complaining about how cold it is and that she wants everything double bagged in paper. Even the 30 lb. box of fire logs and 40 lb bag of dog food. Then she says she wants to talk to the store manager about how cold the store is. Of course he's waiting on her, and tells her so. He also tells her that the store is right around 68 degrees. She complains loudly that only an idiot would keep someplace that cold. Then he told her she didn' t need to cause a scene. To which she replied," This is the United States of America and as a god fearing, engilsh speaking American I can voice my opinion in any way or place that I see fit." Again he asked her not to cause a scene. Then he told her to leave. She said she'd leave when she was done paying for her groceries. He told her he was not going to take her money or give her the groceries and she needed to leave. Then for about 2 or 3 minutes argued that she wanted to talk to the store manager. Who was, in case you missed it, the one she had been dealing with the whole time and was told so repeatedly. Finally he told her she could leave or he could call the police to ask her to leave. This took another few minutes. Then she wanted the phone number of his boss. He told her she could leave and call back later in the day and he'd gladly give it to her.

This is the kind of crazy shit that we go through almost every day.

I realized something last night. That me and Madame D are two of the few people in this town that arn't on meth.

Just a random thought.

I think that's all for tonight. Dinner's done.

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Friday, January 06, 2006

Shit happens

Hello all. The cat is chasing the children around. Watching the only channel that will come in. A rerun of last seasons Beauty and the Geek. Madame D is going to take the care back to asshole. She will be back in a while. Then a movie in the bedroom for the evil minions, and Resident Evil Apocolyps for the grown ups. That's it for now. Nothing really exciting.

Made homemade pizza for dinner. I also made taco soup. Then made a taco soup pizza.

I have to get offline. My man may call me soon.

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Monday, January 02, 2006

I'm back....

Hell-o all. I'm home again I've been staying with my man again over New Years. Now I think I have a sinus infection. That means I have to go to the doctor. Next week. When I have money. All this weeks check will go to rent. I have a headache, and I need to eat something.

My cat wants my attention. He keeps laying on the keyboard, and snuggles with my hand while I'm trying to type. I gotta go now. Maybe then he'll leave me alone for a while.

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